Suspension of Disbelief by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
Suspension of Disbelief
I watched a man sail
across the surface of the sun,
but it was hypothetical and so I
forgave him.
I watched him skim
merrily, over crest and trough,
through glowing mist that
probably blinds more than it
obscures. Now that would be
a nice place to nest, thought
I, as he nosed smoothly up
to a sun spot, a sinkhole greater
than any crater seen by
human eyes, and arcing overhead
not glinting metal claws, but
swells of protective gravity and
magnetism the size of Jupiter.
Miniaturised black-hole, maelstrom
my boat might fill. Or maybe I'd
sail over a solar flare, and be launched
deep into space, and past
That Old Girl came 'round today
while I was tying my shoes;
out of the blues, tie 'em in twos,
and I'd say I was ready but
I'd be shittin' you - and that ain't
what I wanna do - but this time
I saw her.
Fer the skip of a heartbeat she
was jes' like I found 'er, that miserable
summer day back in oh-eight
(oh-steven-what-did-you-do)
, back when it was a HA-lay-
LOOya and I ha-dlay knewya,
but wann't she jes' shinin'
like some turtle loved the chrome
on an old daddy's caddy, rollin'
like the King o' Rome (don' they call 'im
a Seizer?) straight into my dome and
all I could do was beg to please 'er.
I saw that ol' bird to
I don't see much of her lately, but I know she's losing weight.
She doesn't know that I have noticed, but it's there more than
it's not. It's in the angle of her cheeks, not as round as they
used to be, but more magnetic to my fingertips than ever.
It's in the way her breasts have shrunk slightly (undoubtedly
recalling worries of "big enough"), and how the skin of their undersides
and around her nipples has a looser quality and different colour; the way her skin
wraps a little less securely around her narrow ribs, her graceful
hips. It's in the sparse words she offers, even when heartfelt.
Badtooth and the World by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
Badtooth and the World
I wonder what the future holds
for you.
I wonder if they'll ever find a
cure for what ails you (impales you);
a reason not to hide from the rip
tide - the seamless transition from sanity
to superstition, fluidity of the apparition
when it comes like a hurricane
to your mind and you can't find
the ground.
I wonder if they'll ever devise a
device that sends subsonic impulses
down the canal and through the
forge, that soothe you and allow you to
breathe when your lungs have collapsed
like foil between teeth.
I wonder if they'll ever find a
pill that mends the rends running so
deep that skin only dreams of comparing;
reflec
Where Are You Going... by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
Where Are You Going...
In the morning after
I've woken two hours
late, and I find little
or no trace of you
in the familiar places.
Remembering the distraction
in your eyes, before
I left you; always too
early, always too late.
I know in a few hours
you'll greet me like the
morning star, rising as
bread; smelling sweetly
of honey and yeast,
inwardly begging to be
buttered.
I wonder where you're
going, and where you've
been. I wonder what
occupies a mind so
softly fractured,
like a paper mirror.
Realising of course, that
this is no innocence in
my curiosity, no clean-
handed desire to share
a life or two (or six);
no, this is Old Jack
and
How to Become Something... by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
How to Become Something...
Lie often. But don't actually fabricate things; tell the truth in all things but in such a way as to make people think things about you that aren't true at all. You'll wonder if you're a bad person, if you should stop misleading-but-not-really-lying. You'll wonder why your intentions aren't so transparent that birds crash into you on a regular basis and fall to the ground, twitching and fluttering like a landed fish with epilepsy. Maybe you are Mr. Cellophane, and they say nothing out of some perverse kindness. Stay the course.
Doubt yourself often; it's healthy. Question your actions and be ashamed of yourself. The deeper you dig tha
Suspension of Disbelief by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
Suspension of Disbelief
I watched a man sail
across the surface of the sun,
but it was hypothetical and so I
forgave him.
I watched him skim
merrily, over crest and trough,
through glowing mist that
probably blinds more than it
obscures. Now that would be
a nice place to nest, thought
I, as he nosed smoothly up
to a sun spot, a sinkhole greater
than any crater seen by
human eyes, and arcing overhead
not glinting metal claws, but
swells of protective gravity and
magnetism the size of Jupiter.
Miniaturised black-hole, maelstrom
my boat might fill. Or maybe I'd
sail over a solar flare, and be launched
deep into space, and past
That Old Girl came 'round today
while I was tying my shoes;
out of the blues, tie 'em in twos,
and I'd say I was ready but
I'd be shittin' you - and that ain't
what I wanna do - but this time
I saw her.
Fer the skip of a heartbeat she
was jes' like I found 'er, that miserable
summer day back in oh-eight
(oh-steven-what-did-you-do)
, back when it was a HA-lay-
LOOya and I ha-dlay knewya,
but wann't she jes' shinin'
like some turtle loved the chrome
on an old daddy's caddy, rollin'
like the King o' Rome (don' they call 'im
a Seizer?) straight into my dome and
all I could do was beg to please 'er.
I saw that ol' bird to
I don't see much of her lately, but I know she's losing weight.
She doesn't know that I have noticed, but it's there more than
it's not. It's in the angle of her cheeks, not as round as they
used to be, but more magnetic to my fingertips than ever.
It's in the way her breasts have shrunk slightly (undoubtedly
recalling worries of "big enough"), and how the skin of their undersides
and around her nipples has a looser quality and different colour; the way her skin
wraps a little less securely around her narrow ribs, her graceful
hips. It's in the sparse words she offers, even when heartfelt.
Badtooth and the World by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
Badtooth and the World
I wonder what the future holds
for you.
I wonder if they'll ever find a
cure for what ails you (impales you);
a reason not to hide from the rip
tide - the seamless transition from sanity
to superstition, fluidity of the apparition
when it comes like a hurricane
to your mind and you can't find
the ground.
I wonder if they'll ever devise a
device that sends subsonic impulses
down the canal and through the
forge, that soothe you and allow you to
breathe when your lungs have collapsed
like foil between teeth.
I wonder if they'll ever find a
pill that mends the rends running so
deep that skin only dreams of comparing;
reflec
Where Are You Going... by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
Where Are You Going...
In the morning after
I've woken two hours
late, and I find little
or no trace of you
in the familiar places.
Remembering the distraction
in your eyes, before
I left you; always too
early, always too late.
I know in a few hours
you'll greet me like the
morning star, rising as
bread; smelling sweetly
of honey and yeast,
inwardly begging to be
buttered.
I wonder where you're
going, and where you've
been. I wonder what
occupies a mind so
softly fractured,
like a paper mirror.
Realising of course, that
this is no innocence in
my curiosity, no clean-
handed desire to share
a life or two (or six);
no, this is Old Jack
and
How to Become Something... by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
How to Become Something...
Lie often. But don't actually fabricate things; tell the truth in all things but in such a way as to make people think things about you that aren't true at all. You'll wonder if you're a bad person, if you should stop misleading-but-not-really-lying. You'll wonder why your intentions aren't so transparent that birds crash into you on a regular basis and fall to the ground, twitching and fluttering like a landed fish with epilepsy. Maybe you are Mr. Cellophane, and they say nothing out of some perverse kindness. Stay the course.
Doubt yourself often; it's healthy. Question your actions and be ashamed of yourself. The deeper you dig tha
A Miniature Compilation. by AVolatileCalm, literature
Literature
A Miniature Compilation.
i.
I know I don't spark much thought any more
-- if at all --
but for old time's sake,
please call me?
ii.
Pieces of your blood still swirl and clot
my somewhat-prudent self
-- puzzled mind I wish I could forget
you (just for a day, to taste)
quiet yearning release.
iii.
'Tis trivial-annoying that lost
is not forgotten,
and you not captured in my soul
is certain death.
iv.
Drained, I would kill for your intimacy
again. Anything. Nothing.
You in a room of silent walls.
v.
Realisation of not being anything I should
have been when I could of been.
vi.
Jeremy says hello. We miss you still --
everlong.
Get get get get get over it. by AVolatileCalm, literature
Literature
Get get get get get over it.
If this is goodbye, then I never want to see you again --
not thrice do I want my heart ripped from
its strings like a barbaric werewolf night
"I would walk a thousand sun's...", and yet
the sun could not set fast enough
When it's over, it's over --
but it never feels over
when you just
haven't
gotten
over
it yet
If wishes were fishes...
And it's impossible for a human
to be a fish.
How to Become Something... by dreamscape-painter, literature
Literature
How to Become Something...
Lie often. But don't actually fabricate things; tell the truth in all things but in such a way as to make people think things about you that aren't true at all. You'll wonder if you're a bad person, if you should stop misleading-but-not-really-lying. You'll wonder why your intentions aren't so transparent that birds crash into you on a regular basis and fall to the ground, twitching and fluttering like a landed fish with epilepsy. Maybe you are Mr. Cellophane, and they say nothing out of some perverse kindness. Stay the course.
Doubt yourself often; it's healthy. Question your actions and be ashamed of yourself. The deeper you dig tha
I will never understand the amputee;
How he pulled his limb from the ice
Cast it to the ground
Spat upon it
And left.
But I can appreciate his gnarled stump:
Poorly cauterized, and dripping
After all these years
Salt in the sand
Of his wake.
I guess there are a few people who would care to know what I've been up to lately, and seeing as I have the time I feel a little obligated to let them know.
I'm still working a lot, but only two jobs now. 5 nights a week as the sous-chef and one night a week as a bartender at a local joint that used to be a brawling bar, and is now one of the classiest dining experiences (and most boring bars) in town. The concerted efforts of myself and several others have helped it make this transformation. It's been a long and difficult haul, but it really has just been a lot of change in a relatively short period of time. It's nice to take pride in seei